March 2012
175 posts
February 2012
288 posts
Me when I go out: I should've stayed home
Me when I stay home: I should've gone out
Me when I'm around people: I want to be alone
Me when I'm alone: I want to be around people
Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
“I want to do with you what spring does with the cherry trees.”
– Pablo Neruda (via lavandula)
